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• 10:05 PM, Tuesday, September 30

HAHAHA
back to blog again

guess how many people went to school today ?
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
HI-5

5 people went to school today
woots !~
break record luhs !
during morning assembly, every teacher was like giving that shocked face when they see our class
BREAK RECORD ! x)
so proud ot it yea ?

mrs sim brought us to walk walk
went east coast beach
had macs !
opps =x

the class is super small today
quiet too
but still have lessons xP

• 5:09 PM,

#30092008

i`m in a pretty bad mood now
why ? easy to guess
and yes, i just quarrelled with my brother
what a fucker he is

after today, i`ll not drop any tears for what he said
instead i`m going to change my sorrow into energy
energy for me to study harder then usual
continue hurting me with your actions
but i`ll not be affected !

i will prove it to you
prove that i`m not always worse then you
i`m going to STUDY REAL HARD for my Os
you wait and watch
i`m going to try all my best to win you
to show you

even if i didn`t succeed,
at least i tried

• 10:37 PM, Sunday, September 28

#28092008

went to sam`s house at around 1pm
lesli was earlier then me
bought lunch for sam and i
sam`s dad cooked soup and offered us one bowl each
tasty + delicious herbal chicken soup
laughed throughout lunch

laughed even harder when chatting in sam`s room
okayy the source of the laughter is a secret between us :DDD
anyway had really lots of fun

started studying SS while leslie did geog
oh yah, thanks leslie for letting me photocopy my lost notes
viewed photos too !

at 6pm we went to play tennis
the wind was GREAT !
super windy and not sunny x)
played till nearly 7.20pm before going back
dad pick me and went home for dinner

okayy, i seriously don`t know what i`m doing is right
but i don`t regret for my actions
even if i`m hated, i need to be responsible towards my actions
i`m under tremendous amount of stress now !
studies and friends
i don`t know how much longer i can take this

even i myself don`t know what i`m thinking
if you keep thinking that what i`ve done is trying to harm you
i`m hurt
hurt not because you hate me,
but because you actually think that i`m trying to harm you,
trying to betray you

in your point of view,
it might be my fault
but stand in my shoes and think about it
if i wanted to harm you,
i would have wash my hands from anything concerning you

i don`t know,
i really don`t

• 9:37 AM, Thursday, September 25

#24092008

yoxzxz guys :DDD
hmm, didn`t go school today so can blog
hahas kinda of tired from school

alright i just listened to 215 der yue ding !
today episode is super touching
is like yue ling just wanted to sing only
but people is making use of her
then she is tired from everything

this also happens in reality
people just can`t do what they want
why is this so ?

went airport to study with joan jinhui leonard
quite fun and studied quite abit
then leonard send joan & jinhui home
as usual i go home myself

okayy i feel rather out-casted sometimes
i don`t know why
am i over sensitive ?
its like we`re are not as close
nevermind, i don`t know whats running through my mind too

i miss my clique for not see-ing them !

#23092008

school was alright
but stressed up with Os
so much to studied luhs !
i`m like going CRAZY soon
'mental breakdown'

lucky still have my friends to support me
thanks people :DDD

• 12:38 PM, Sunday, September 21

#20092008

FUN !
went to elva`s song promotion at max pavilion
so many people luhs !
the atmosphere was super high
we found a great seat :DDD
right smack at the centre in front of the stage
cause our tickets got stamp der x)
that`s not the point

the point is, it was SO FUN !
lots and lots of people
elva`s first song, 'more more more'
she sang it together with her hot dance :DDD

later on got 6 lucky winners
under their chair got a card
then they have to form into 2 groups
each group need to either sing/dance elva`s songs
got this guy dance, super nice lorhs
then another one sang
the guy who sang dam shy luhs
HAHAHAS

elva continued with her songs and all
everybody, including us was shouting like crazy !
the whole 'concert' was super exciting
elva with her power singing and hot dances

pictures/video will be uploaded later xP

• 3:58 PM, Thursday, September 18

#18092008

got back 3 papers today
f&n, geog and maths paper 1
got 51 for F&N,
but it`s okayy cause theory difficult

but i`m fcuking disappointed with myself for geog
i got 31.5/50
that`s what i get for studying hard yea ?
i`m really very disappointed
tears were on the brim of flowing down
but i managed to control myself

thanks sam for your constant support
for cheering me on :DDD

• 11:31 PM, Wednesday, September 17

#17092008

today is the end of my misery,
but the starting of another challenge
sounds ironic right ?

okayy luhs, i tell you
today prelims ended
yay ! ;DD
but O`s are coming ):
so that`s what i meant
HAHAHA

anyway, guess tmrw will get back a few papers bahs
prepare to die lerh luhs
confirm CMI der
hahas !

jiayous yating !
you can do it :DDDD
okayy whatever luhs
i`m in the world of my own
HAHAHA

• 1:32 PM, Friday, September 12

#12092008

alright lit paper sucks today
screwed it !
is like every qn also got some chim words that i don`t understand
nevermind i give up ):

screwed up geog on wed too
ms soo say i didn`t do well
i`m soooo dissapointed to hear that luhs
is like i have such high expectations for geog !

oh well, so be it bahs
think prelims is kinda of screwed
i don`t think there is a point of working hard
there is no difference yea ?

anyway, mid autum `08 was a success !
alina and i went back to help out
did back stage as usual
been doing that since sec 2 :DDD

at the backstage as i watch the girls perform
thoughts of the past was rekindled
i could still remember vividly what happen

sec 1, every chinese class have to act in a play
yiusi and i was the storyteller
sitting in front of the stage, with our palms sweating
it was then when i felt that my heart was beating so fast
everything seems like yesterday

the memories is enough for me
looking at the days ahead,
i might not be as happy as i was then
because of the stress society has for us ?
childhood is the happiest days of someone life
i believe mine too

although i participated in every years mid autum
this is the first year i played
it was so exciting trying to figure out the word
there is different ways of answering
it might not be difficult to you,
but definietly challeging for me

mid autum is when families & friends spent quality time together to bond with each other
it is a meaningful festival
even if it`s during winter,
the event will be heartwarming enough to not feel the coldness

i will treasure the mermories i have !

#16092008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATILIE XIAO MEI ! :D
wish you all the best !
sorry couldn`t celebrate with you ):
love you lots ! xP

had chemistry paper today
kinda of screwed
i seem to screw up my whole prelims uh ):
but still excited to get back my results
see how badly i do luhs ):

hahas that`s not the point
okayy signing off here
BYES ! :DDD

• 7:34 PM, Thursday, September 11

#11092008

well i`m back to blog again :DDD
had E maths paper 2 today
3 more papers to go
oh gosh !
i`m scared to get back my results..

okayy today is a fairly well day
except i got scolded not long ago
is like after dinner my dad wants me to wash the dishes
i was like so tired then i bu shuang lorhs
in the end tio scolded
say what i also ask him do things
now help do awhile will die

wtf luhs !
i didn`t even say no right ?
then tio scolding
idiot ! i now having prelims leis think i so free ?
want me do this do that
okayy not like have prelims very big
but my brother having his holidays
he cannot do uh ?

now i understand why i don`t like to go home early
if that`s how i`m treated
i rather stay out longer x)

PS : HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIKHAO :DDDD
all the best for everything you do !~

• 6:11 PM, Tuesday, September 9

#09092008

sians !
had bio paper today
&&& it sucks ):
don`t know how to do luhs
then jiu anyhow whack =X

spent my afternoon studying
and staring into spaces
while jinhui hogged to my com
i`m so tired !
tired from all my books ):

tmrw got maths and geog
wonder how i`m going to overcome them
hahas
having a headache now
must be too much of studying :DDD

alright, i`m going to sleep now !
good night xP

• 9:37 AM, Wednesday, September 3

#07092008

okayy, ages since i last blog
shall briefly blog about my pathetic holidays :DDD

monday had tuition as usual
but for 3 hours
sians luhs !
then studied for prelims and all

tuesday woke up early early !
cause went airport with jinhui

when T2 delifrance to eat breakfast !
yum yum luhs !
love delifrance lots :DDD

then gotthis girl walk pass me
then accidentally pull tio my ear piece
my ear piece snap into 2 !

wtf luhs
most importantly,
she only said a very in-sincere sorry !

wed - friday slack
got study abit but haven`t touched science yet
opps =X
oh yah, thursday went out with dajie erjie & yi ma
went to eat japanese food :P

alright, that`s roughly my pathetic holiday
so no life right ?
HAHAHAS !

wah sians
next 2 weeks got prelims ):
want my life luhs !
sians !

to cure my boredom, here`s some pictures :DDD